Bob Lee

I guess you can say I am a Loner by choice, even though I choose this I still suffer all of the side effects that goes along with being alone. It wasn't always this way but here I am! When I did have friends I came to the conclusion that all of my so-call "friends" were fakes and not really my friends at all.

I suppose I am not a 100% Loner, I do have some close acquaintances and a few confidants that I can somewhat rely on, and I do genuinely have a few family members that care about me but beyond that I don't hear from them all that much. Without doubt I am definitely on my own. I get no visitors, if there is any communication between me and my contacts 85% of the time, I am the one that has to initiate the contact, rarely does anyone call me own there own accord. I haven't gotten someone I do know to come personally visit me in almost two years.

I am 34 now, single, alone, and I wouldn't be surprised if most of the few contacts I do actually have wouldn't care one way or the other if I am alive. Its all good, though. It is what it is. I am at peace with this, and I am no longer angry at them for treating me as such.

I cling to my philosophies, theologies, and enjoy observing and experiencing that which we call "Life"

When it comes to Spirituality, I think its something that I believe is innately within all us. We don't need established religion to be spiritual. Life as one experiences cannot be shared but is rather journeyed alone. Probably the reason why I am alone by choice half of the time. Of course we share how we feel with one another, however on the matters of great significance... You will hardly be understood. Why? Because its not there experience, nor is it there perception, it is Yours! Thus, no one will truly get what you mean, when it comes to things that truly matter (at least to YOU!). Only one truly understands you, and that's God! (whomever or whatever you hold that to be!) Yes I believe in God, just not in the way that Established Religion wants us too. I find there is good value in the majority of the religions of the world, if used as tools towards a more productive and prosperous life not just as "a way of life". That's why I don't claim any one set religion or any one set denomination. We as people simply get it wrong, and we often times do when it comes to religion. Take each of the good things about the religions to heart and disregard the rest. I look to God and then within, and keep it at that. Peace and Prosperity to all is my lecture for good measure. This is my simple desire for everybody. We innately want to do good and be good, I truly believe this! We simply either lack the tools to go about doing so or are completely unaware of the availability of such tools. Whatsoever your religious beliefs are, if it involves peace and good-will towards all people your heart is in the right place. It's only a problem when you treat people differently just because they don't believe or practice their faith as you do. May the Light of God (of the Gods) ever so shine in you, and the true love of the universe become ever so obvious to you and give you eternal peace.

In regards to what I think politically.... Utopian ideology is what I would like to see happen, However realistically speaking unless there is a significant change in the majority of people I highly doubt it ever will. Otherwise I remain Non-Political Independent.

I am into all things technology, Chess, Video Games, and great meaningful conversations.

Stay true to yourself, you are who you are! Now go far!