Recent content by BrokenHead

Do you feel that way all the time? I don't.   Crowds, noise, stress, and sometimes my thoughts, set me off, being put on the spot. eg. My Doctor. "Nice weather today eh" Me "yeah the sun is out, it's lovely" Doctor "So how can I help you today?" My brain "blgfxddhgxcxdjjujgsxxdhvshgcvhhcvjhch"...

Juni, I have been trying to explain how I feel to my Doctor today, unsuccessfully. I have never suffered from any form of mental health issue, until my breakdown early this year. Now I am scouring the Internet o try to find some way to understand why my head is broken and how to fix it...

In my opinion, I don't think you can love another person until you can love yourself. You cannot rely on another person or persons to make you happy. You cannot make anyone else happy until you make yourself happy. I found my soul mate. Jesus I am so in love it's unreal. But stress killed...

These are nice people, but at the end of the day, we are all strangers. Obviously, my name is not Mr Broken Head. It's much easier to open up to strangers and tell them your issues. Talk to us. Maybe someone here can say something that will make you feel better. Maybe not. But what's the harm...

Maybe a little tiny bit. Nowhere near to the extent of my current heartache. My first major heartache. I've been dumped, cheated, used, never really got me down. So I'm interested in how anyone deals with this. Still not sure if I got I'll because I'm down, or down because I'm ill.

My back aches. Sometimes my head aches. My heart just feels shredded.

This is the place to talk to people. You can't talk to people who have not experienced loneliness, depression, anxiety. They do not understand. I used to be one of them.

Only one. To have my soul mate tell me she wants me back. To be able to wake up with her every morning. To grow old with her. It's not a dream/goal. It jus has to be.

Thanks for all the support guys. The frustrating thing is I could have avoided this. She had a nervous breakdown due to the abuse from her ex. I didn't handle it as well as I could have. I didn't see then what I see now. I didn't know then what I know now. Things got messy and stupid. We...

Dead Island. Call of Duty (all of them) These are where I go to get rid of my rage and frustration. Especially Dead Island. You take a baseball bat. You smash the crap out of zombies. Also Skyrim or Oblivion. Headphones on. I can lose myself for days in there. What I don't understand tho, is...

You sound a bit like me. But you have a better understanding of your issues than me. I am waiting to hear from mental health team. Doctor mentioned possible PTSD. I used to be different. I had everything I ever wanted. An awesome family. A great job. I was confident. I was hard. But there...

Hi.  I dunno what to say here. I was a big hardman. I worked hard. I had everything. The most beautiful girl in the world. 2 awesome kids.  Now I have nothing. Something is wrong with me. I cry a lot.  I snap a lot. I can't deal with stuff. Anxiety is fuckin my life up. I want my head back. I...