Recent content by CallmeM

Thanks, Finished It's quite hard man. I can't understand why this is happening, I can't see the logic behind it. I want to shout, cry, scream, anything. I couldn't believe such pain could be possible.  I am reading, I am trying to understand dementia, but I can't understand why this happend to...

Hello everybody I am writing you about my grandmother, a fantastic 94 years old woman. When I mean fantastic I really mean it, a woman that took care of everyone and never ask any people for anything. She lived in her own apartment, but didn't leave the house as my mum, my dad or me came to...

Thank you so much for your input, Morrowrd There are actually no other things that I did not share, I just tried to short the story & keep the essence of it. I didn't want to keep anything from my post because I felt this is a place where you can speak your mind out. What good would have done...

Thank you both, @Finished Yeah, as I read it back, I saw that I spoke more about my romantic side and not about my loneliness. I think they come together, as a package in my life. When I was a kid, I used to dream a lot about other places that I missed, but that I did not know. For example, I...

Hello all, First of all, thank you for taking the time and read what I will write. It will be a long read, but I need to do this. I don't know exactly what I am doing, but I want to write this to take it off my chest in a place where no one is judging me or pointing fingers I am unhappy. A...