Recent content by ChallengerApproaches

That's the thing, I do love the hobbies I pick up and I do see them as something I'd like to keep on doing. My enthusiasm just seems to decline at some point, despite how much I enjoy it. Kinda like my energy levels on any given day. I sometimes wake up, raring to go, enthusiastic, but by 2pm Im...

I've picked up countless hobbies, and I can never seem to maintain the enthusiasm to keep at them long enough for them to become a consistent thing in my life. Anyone else have this issue? Anyone figured out how to get over it?

I went back today, she wasn't there. Not sure I could've gone through with it, but I like to think I would've.

I know, I wish I could stop it. I feel like I have a duality of minds, one that tells me what you guys are saying, and one under the surface, telling me I can't do it and to leave it alone. I can't seem to figure out how to strengthen the one, and weaken the other.

I never assume, hence 'seemingly'. I understand this is all irrational, consider this a venting of my irrational thoughts. They are very prominent though, and even if Im aware of them and I consciously know they are wrong, I can't control the feelings they stir up. I wish I could.

First of all, it's 1:35am :P But yes, I could go again, keep an eye out for her. But I still have this thought in my head, that I shouldn't tarnish a seemingly innocent and happy life with my own, that I should stick to getting to know people like me instead. That never ends well, but it's...

Today I went to the movies. I walked up to get my ticket, and I was face to face with a girl that took my breath away. She was beautiful, blonde, the brightest blue eyes I'd seen. Very different from my usual tastes, which is probably what confused me at the time. I noticed a tattoo on her...

Mostly play games or read. I watch a lot of TV series too, online.

Feeling surprisingly assertive and clear-headed as a result of being alone, but not liking the feeling of being lonely at the same time.

Hello everyone, I don't think I want my name known yet, so just call me Challenger. I am from the UK. I have social anxiety, just like many people here likely do too, but Im trying to improve on it and get into a position where I can comfortably live my life. It is hard for me to talk and...

I would like a link, please.