chill.

piano, reading, nature, anime aestethic (i don't watch it tho) // well im not really alone, i have some friends, but they all dont feel like "true" friends. i have a unrealistic view on friends, but i can't change it. i'm not awkward, or atleast i think so. i'm even some what popular, but i'd rather have one really good friend than the attention of all those empty people (well i admit that this is kind of unfair, as there is no such thing as empty people and every one has their value, but i dont have a connection to them). also im pretty religious (christian) so if you are against that, its ok, but i wont have compromises about that, because i believe thats the only thing in this World that mattes and that other than that live is kind of meaningless, but still beautiful sometimes.
im looking for people my age, that i could write Letters to, dont really know about what tho, i also like to travel, so maybe if we become friends, we can visit eachother.

i know its nice to drown in sadness , but i'm trying to get back on track.