Confused Owl

I am thirteen. Ummm... I guess, I like drawing/reading/writing, and umm... I like math, yes math. But don't ask me for help, it's all in my head.

Imagination is my speciality.

I believe in magic, but not magic, like wizards and spells, a different kind of magic. Hard to explain, as I said before, it's all in my head.

I think, A LOT!!! And many people find me weird, but who isn't?

I like anime, but I have a hard time drawing it. (I'm better at more realistic stuff.)

And OMYGOSH!!!!! I LOVE, LOVE, LOVE RISE OF THE GUARDIANS!!! Every time I think about it, I like spazz out. I'm spazzing out right now...

When I tell jokes or talk sarcastically, my face is dead serious, and everyone thinks I'm truly serious. It's hilarious!!! And I also like confusing people, like I'll act all dumb and innocent, and they'll get confused, and it's so funny!!! I also say one thing one second and then say the opposite thing the next. Ha! And remember, I have my poker face on.

I also love acting, but not in front of other people. People judge to much. I'll play out a scene to myself (so I'm practically talking to myself) or I'll just act right out insane. It's so fun.

I don't have many friends, (must be the way I act) but those I do have are really close. Not many people would envy my life, but I love every ounce of it, because who they see is some insane girl (don't worry, I'm not insane) who's life is going nowhere. BUT that is not true because I will become a mathematician and RULE THE WORLD!!! JK. No, but the main reason is because I love my mind. I'm pretty sure my mind works differently from everybody else's, but how do I know? Oh, and I wasn't joking about the mathematician part.

One other thing that I think is very important about me, is that I do not fear death. I have thought very long and hard about this, and have come to this conclusion: First of all why worry about what comes after. If it's an eternity of endless pain and torture, then so be it. It gives me more the reason to live out my life. Secondly, since I believe in magic, which most of you do not (but some of you do believe in some kind of god) (don't take offense that I do not believe in god, I don't care what you believe in as long as you are a good person) there must be some kind of bigger force, (which is like god, isn't it?) ANYWAYS... off the topic of god. Now this bigger force, since they have magic on their side... uhh... I'm sorry I can't think right now, I'm to tired.

I'll get back to you later. Wow, I can't believe I actually believe someone has read this far. Personally I would've gotten bored 10 years ago. If you have read this far, you are cool. No exceptions. None what-so-ever. That's the end of this. I should probably just post this instead. I'll think about it later. But bye!!!