Recent content by Cosmicsleeper

Lived past birth.

34/F/USA Not looking to fulfil some delusional romantic fantasy, or anything. Just looking for someone to have stimulating conversation with.  Tbh, I don't even care if you're from another country, either.  Female, or male - doesn't matter, really, though female camaraderie is always...

That this world truly is just lost. There's nothing I want from it, anymore. As far as lockdown, it was nothing new to me, as I'd already been living reclusive. When I wanted to go out, I went out. It's beyond me how people actually stayed in their houses against their will for a year.

Drink, distract myself with mindless bullshit on Youtube, daydream.

Same boat.  It's insane how time flies when you're... doing nothing.  33, going on 34 and nothing to show for it.

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fresia this world

Weird

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I am 32, and it never got better for me, but I suppose now I don’t care any longer. I’m waiting on God and have resigned from this world, its expectations, my expectations for my life. The only thing I look forward to is escaping this matrix.

Hrm. I considered it and upon looking up the actual definition of an existentialist, I’d have to conclude that I am in fact, not one. At least, not anymore — since it technically conflicts with the Christian way.

I was a member here under a different name a few months back, grew kind of disillusioned with the place and left. I’d actually found a great person to chat with, but they kept disappearing for months at a time, and now have presumably gone AWOL for good. Honestly, I see no reason to expect any...

Just generally feeling flawed, confused.