Recent content by dirta

I am just crushed in the velvet My heart is locked in a box I am still sinking in black skylines But now I want it to stop I'm sailing high but I can't see I've been pushed around, up and down in a cloud And I can't breathe I'm falling down, down to my knees You've gotta let me go, you've gotta...

http://https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ABsslEoL0-c

That i have depression (root to my loneliness) and i don't want help.

Hey, I'm desperate to find active chats also. Any luck?

I looked it up and at first I thought I have it, even did the test couple of times. But then I looked up some youtube videos of people who have it and how they describe it. They avoid because they find themselves not worthy and they are self loathing, and that's not me. Or maybe there is a...

Maladaptive daydreaming. I have had it since I can remember myself.

Anger. Constant. Everything annoys me. I guess it comes from unfulfillment and frustration. No progress feels like waste of precious time. Getting older, fearing the fact that with age it is going to be even more difficult to find somebody.

Hey. Well, I don't think I am. I smile and laugh around work colleagues, but when I go home I'm all alone, very unsatisfied with my life. It kinda stings, this feeling, of missing out on the world, and time passing by without any events, just empty time spending. Especially now, Christmas time...

Hey. My post won't be solace too, sorry. I've been lonely for long time, but now I'm having the worst time. And I don't know why. Usually I'm kinda ok and used to it. Now I'm so frustrated and sad. It´s crazy if you think about this, there are 7 billion people on this planet, yet there are so...

I'd like to join. Thanks

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Hey, can i join?

All I feel is stillness. No impulses to do anything, and it's a sunny summer. :/ Can't connect with people whatsoever. People I meet have no depth, I can't open up to them. Can't come out of the closet (root to my loneliness, I now figure). Dating game very weak. (I live in a homophobic...

Frustrated.

Oh, just one of those times when I reminisce my life and wonder how it got to this passive, careless point?