Recent content by Disposition

It’s not lame, what you’re saying is the truth. Problem is I’ve learnt all these lessons way too late, I don’t have any fight, I can’t find strength on such a weak foundation that is me. It’s so strange that I can say this on a forum where no one can see me or know me, it feels so easy to write...

Thanks for the kind words I wasn’t expecting replies, i Just needed an outlet Fortunately it’s the opposite, she’s young happy and living life. She has an amazing zest for life and people.....it’s a little embarrassing to say but there are people who have known her a couple of months and she...

I actually am writing this for therapeutic reasons as I guess all of us do here as we don’t have anyone in our lives that genuinely would care that we are hurting. If some of you do have someone in your life, cherish it, as it’s rarer then you think. I’m 35 yrs old and have wasted years on...

Thanks everyone for your input It's a horrible subject So many go through this and it can be crushing to the point you're life is effected negatively for a long time if not in some cases permanently. I already know I don't stand a chance as I'm the wrong colour, it's a hurdle I can't jump. The...

I can't believe I'm writing this but I guess it's not so bad hiding behind my keyboard. I'm just looking for some answers and I want you to be brutally honest and not worry about hurting my feelings. I'm in my mid thirties and I have never been in a relationship. Looking at me you would never...