Recent content by Futurecatlady2

I have led an extraordinarily uneventful, empty life. This has led to many people telling me, throughout my life, how I'm so very lucky that I'm not experiencing heartbreak, or despair, or injury. And true--I'm very lucky for that. But these same people invariably go on to experience great joys...

My first and only relationship started after I had turned 30.

I'm 32, female, never been in love or been loved. I had one relationship which lasted a year. I used to have unfounded hope that things would change but I'm finally accepting that most likely, they won't. I don't know what is so special about me that this universal, almost inevitable human...