hitori1973

I am 36 years old and getting older all the time. I am separated from my wife and lonelier than I have ever been - which is saying a great deal.
Friends come and go and each time they go it seems harder to find satisfying replacements. Most people don't understand me and I just don't care about trying to fit in to the herd.
Where are all the intelligent, creative, conscientious, fun, and independent-minded people?
Why are adult relationships so boring?
Am I ever going to find love again?
What does life promise - more work and disappointment?
I never thought I would be so unsatisfied with my life. I used to be the life of the party, now I just don't give a fresia.
I just want to be in love. I want a woman I can talk to, hold in my arms, kiss, and tell her I love her.
I'm intelligent, funny (when I'm in a good mood), in good shape, decent looking, etc. but there is the stench of loneliness on me that makes women flee.
Life is hard, death is easy. Why am I doing this? What's the point? Why haven't I killed myself yet? Hope, I guess. But my hope is fading fast.