Recent content by i_wanna_blue

At night, when i lay in bed. my mind's awash with thoughts of loneliness and despair. unfortunately i don't have much to think about to distract me from this state of rumination.

Hello there. I can't say I have found my haven either, but I can say "welcome".

Hi and welcome NOWNIZ.

Haha thanks. Yeah that weapon is pretty nice too. I guess no one will bug us loners if we walk around with ones of those.:D

Hah, I feel the same way. I just lack socially. I've never been someone who is able to understand, and comprehend what it means to be a sociable person. If I had an IQ for socialising I would score as low as it would probably go.

I have a terrible night's sleep usually. My sleep is filled with vivid and often disturbing dreams. I'm on meds but they are not the reason for my poor sleep. I just hope when I go to bed, my dreams are not too vivid and not too disturbing. Usually I wake up feeling terrible if something really...

Man I feel so alone most of the time. I guess it's just because I cannot connect with people, except on a very basic level. My anxiety takes over and it makes being around people debilitating. So I am an outcast. I was truly in love with a girl while still in University but I could only love her...

Hey thanx for the welcome, everyone.:D

Hi to everyone on the forum. You can call me i_wanna_blue and I'm a 25 year old male, and I'm new here, so be gentle.:D To say I live a lonely existence is a bit of an understatement but I'm looking forward to joining this forum.