Recent content by Is_There_More

I work 3rd shift and have insomnia, so most night im up until like 6am and then wake back up at 11am if not earlier. Even if I try to sleep I just lay there, and toss/turn. My mind seems to race at night. I don't have many friends, mainly because I work alot or just don't have the time to really...

A lot of the times I feel the same way. No matter where I go i just don't fit in. I don't really have any friends and most the time its just me and my daughter. Im supposed to be on meds but i got kicked from my insurance for making to much money. But, Yet still can't afford coverage. I feel...

Tough Love is one thing. Being used as a bank and cleaning up mess's I don't make isnt tough love? I have put well over 100 dollars worth of food in the house, I make sure our living space is clean. I have gotten things that we all use and need. But, im also trying to save up money to get my own...

Yeah, My ex husband really hasn't been there and im struggling but i know that if i took him for child support he wouldn't be able to even support himself and I couldnt do that to him. Hes there for my daughter just not Financially.

I hate child support. It's one  thing if the fathers in the life of the child and even then don' t know how the courts expect fathers to live. Yeah i had alot more bills when we had our own place its a little differnet now until we find a place. im sorry your going through that also. My brother...

I've posted a few times on here about my situation. Well, i just got into a fight with my wonderful mother. For those who don't know we lost our apt and are living with her. Well, I have made sure food was in the house since we moved in. She flips out because i said im done buying things we...

Gahhhh. Sometimes I feel like we will NEVER get ahead. I can't take it anymore. Seriously. So, my fiance works for a lawn care company at 11 an hour.  The only problem is that it pays weekly, even with over time his check is only 350. What in the hell am I going to get paid with that. I work too...

I have more to live for now. I have a daughter that i wouldn't ever do anything to jeopardize losing her. Shes defiantly my saving grace. Even on days i dont think I will make it she gives me the strength to Stay sober. once an addict always an addict and its always a struggle. But its always...

Open up. Thats why I stay Anon, so I can talk about my life without anyone knowing who I am It helps I promise. I talk about everything from my past to my relationships to my mental problems. Its a great release.

Want the honest answer or the easiest answer? Ever read any stories wrote by other addicts? Its just like they say you fall in love with her. Thats why opiates are so bad right now in the US. But, yes it was hard. I was also Alone. I didn't have any support. Those "friends" i thought i had just...

Hello, I will start with im a recovering addict of 10 years. And only being 27 is a big accomplishment. I have been through hell and back in my life. It all started when I was 13 when My mom moved me to a new town. I started getting in with a different crowd than what i was hanging with back...

I don't even know where to start with this topic. I've had my fair share of good relationships and bad. Ones I regret walking away from and ones im lucky to have walked away from. Ever been in an abusive relationship? If you have and no longer are, youre a soldier. That crap is hard and nobody...

I really hope this site helps you. I decided to get on here myself and let everything out. its a good outlet.

Thanks Guys. Im going to try and write as much as I can. Mainly in the Depression columns just because thats where im at right now. I struggle with Depression everyday but I make myself get up and live my life because, If I don't someday I will regret letting depression run my life.

I know this feeling oh so well. Most days I feel like this myself. The only thing that really keeps me around is my little girl. Find things you used to like that made you happy and try doing it. I know its hard and I know that it takes ALOT of strength. And no words i say will actually give you...