Recent content by JealousFool

You and your stupid band can go to hell. I thought you were my friend.

I’m suffocating in my own skin. I can’t breathe.

Why do I feel everything and. Nothing at th  same time. Why does nobody care if I live or die? I just want a friend. Is that too much to ask for? Can't I just die?

And the fake laughing starts. Can I just not exist for the next three hours.

I’ve never hated anyone so much in my life. Everything about you pisses me off. Especially your fake laugh. Please go away and never come back.

It ended this morning.  It’ll all be better when I wake up. Going back to feeling nothing.

I still miss you

Don’t need a “mentor” dude. Just want some friends so we can chill and not rage when we aren’t the best.

I really really miss you, even if you never considered me a friend. I hope you’re doing well.

PsYou’re the best ******* mom in the entire world. I come to visit and have seen you twice in five days and now you bring strange drunk ******** to the house and all of you are loud as fresia so I can’t sleep. Thank you for making me not regret coming home to visit.

Oh self hatred, you’re all I have. I know you’ll never leave me. ❤️

Hospitals are scary. Being around so many people makes me want to cry.

Everything turned out good yesterday and now it’s gone right back to honeysuckle. These tears are never going to dry.

Sobbing while eating a sandwich. You’ve hit a new low haven’t you Fool?

I stood up for myself for once and I still feel terrible. *sigh*