Recent content by jjessea

Yes. Not that it's bad to have this perspective, but because having this perspective can give you an excuse to distance yourself from from a variety of different relationships. If you use this excuse, which is the way it sounds, to keep people that you've been unable to forge that type of deep...

I'm not an alpha, not a beta, not an omega. I'm a Farquaad.

Thanks Locke. The one good thing about this whole situation is that I'm actually relieved to get back to my lonely life again. It does make me sad to think about how bad her life is gonna get if she keeps going like this. It's just not my problem anymore. There's no helping that one.

Yes, some people are too broken.

Stay.

I caved. I let her back into my life and got what I deserved. I hate myself for letting her have so much power over me. I wish I had never met her.

I know she's bad news. It's just such a relief to have someone, anyone, around for a change. It's a break from the somber, isolated monotony that is my life. I also find myself attracted to troubled women, to troubled people for that matter. It has made my life difficult.

I dunno, I gave the best explanation I could. People are weird.

Well, if his behavior seems really off-base to you then stay away from him.

Coming from someone who played an instrument from a very young age and spent a lot of time in the competition circuit getting to know professional musicians, this behavior seems fairly common. There's a competitive nature to musical performance that can sometimes be cruel and elitist, but that...

I'm thinking about going back to Aion. Anyone here ever played it?

Thx for responding/reading. It's funny how much it helps just to come and vent online to a bunch of virtual strangers. :)

...that loneliness can make me so vulnerable. So I know this young woman. She's got problems. She's manipulative, deceitful, addicted to drugs, and beautiful. She has latched onto me for some ungodly reason and tortures me with the promise of what she could be if she tried, but just can't, or...

You must be an E.D. doc

I'm listening to "Fair Thee Well" from the Inside Llewin Davis soundtrack. I've been listening to it over and over again for about 2 hours now. I just don't ever want to stop feeling the way I feel when listening to it.