Recent content by JustWondering

Hi all, I have only posted on here a few times when I've been real depressed, I used this forum as an escape where noone knows me so I don't have to watch what I say. But I am normally a very positive and friendly guy. I'm 21, a student and live in England. It would be nice to talk to some of...

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Thank you, that has opened my eyes a little. Because like you I can relate to knowing grandfathers like that and abusive husbands back in that day were acceptable. I don't think it was very acceptable in my parents age though. I agree that maybe they decided to stay with each other no matter...

I want to change. I am talking about this with my family, they were the ones who said I need to get help and If I can't sort it out with my family and hopefully my girlfriend there then I will seek a psych. I am not going to drink the amounts I normally do. It's not the person I want to be. I Do...

Thank you all for you're input. I wanted to see if my values adopted from my parents and what I want would be considered normal. Is it hard to believe my parents and hers are like this minus the 100% honesty. A lot of people are not 100% honest but I tried to be no matter the outcome. I know my...

No, I get extremely depressed when I think about it. I feel like it when I'm thinking of the things I said. But I'm balancing, remembering everyday when we have been together, Its so beautiful. I won't because I need to be strong this time. I need to be stronger for her, I don't want her to go...

I created the post, ''Is this just blindness and self obsession... or am I messed up''. Almost a year ago and I fear its coming back, my demons are growing and my mind is weakening. As a a Destroyer I was naive and foolish to believe I could change. I found my girl, she is amazing. Truly...

I'm a sentimental person, I like to spend time with the people I love over everything else. I'm quite traditional and it's hard to have traditional views to relationships. I have compiled a short list and was wondering if you guys think it is fair, normal, stupid, obsessive, good or true to its...