Recent content by Lonewolf33

I was sitting next to a co-worker finishing up some reports for work when he made a phone call. He called his girlfriend and I suppose it was an average things like are you going to be home for dinner, how’s your day going, what do you want to do tomorrow etc. Hearing this it reminded me how I...

I’m ugly both physically and internally. Terrible looks even worse personality drive anyone desperate enough to give me a chance

I’ve said before about 3 years ago I completely changed my life from work, lifestyle, even the way I ate. For awhile it worked. But 3 years later I’m back at point 1.

Like I said I’ve taken action before and for awhile things go okay. But I always end in the same place

The feel good moments that I experience is like the calm before the storm. I’ll have a day even where things feel good and then bam back into a dark spiral. It never fails this is just a continuing trend that I’ve experienced most of my adult life.

I’ve been down this road did a complete life change-over yet here I am it’s all bullshit anyways. We all tell ourselves whatever just to get through the day.

Yes you’re right it does pass... into the next cycle of misery

It’s easy to give nice comments to some nameless, faceless, stranger from the internet. That means absolutely nothing in the real world. I rather get obliterated by a fast moving tractor trailer right now then spend another miserable second on this earth. And no amount of nice internet stranger...

I’m not trying anymore, not making any effort, I have nothing nor anyone tied to me to stay around. I’m ******* done

How about starting off with just a partner that would be nice if wasn’t impossible

I have a different life (no children) but I also go through the daily pain of loneliness. I honestly don’t know what gets me through the days I guess just putting one foot in front of the other.

I’ve completely given up won’t happen for me

Sometimes I barely feel human because I see most people around who talk about enjoying these things that I don’t experience or rarely experience.

Does anyone else experience physical symptoms? My stomach is constantly in battle I feel nauseous most of the day. Sometimes I’m completely drained but cannot sleep. Even my sex drive is non-existent I can’t remember the last time even experiences anything that felt like arousal.