losingallhope

I'm 18, I live alone (except for my fish and my rat),
I have mental health issues
(pychosis,depression,self harm, eating disorder ect)
and have been in an out of pychiatric hospitals a lot recently

I've found that I have lost touch with all my old friends and fallen behind everyone else my age, because of my mental health problems I haven't been able to keep a job or acheive anything education wise

I have no friends, and I'm very lonely.
I have no idea how to change my situation but I'm scared I will die alone

thats all about me I guess :-/