Recent content by MalphasR

Pain. It's my number one fear, and the thought of messing up and being in a whole lot of it keeps me from doing so.

Hey again Nil, welcome to the forums.

Hmm... Well, at least over 5 years. It did not really kick in until about 2 years ago, however. Though, I currently do not feel depressed. Haven't for months now.

I just don't like smiling. It doesn't really bother me, but it bothers others. I generally dislike bothering other people, because then they are unhappy. And it draws attention towards me. All of my shirts are pretty much the same, black turtleneck shirts made by the same brand. I often cover my...

Thank you Nil, I hope you have a good time here also.

Thank you Bones.

Hello everyone, new member here. Where to start...? Well, I am a 17 year old male, whom lives in California, whom also has very outlandish ideas and strange likings towards things that other people would find very strange in this state. I used to be someone who wanted to connect and make many...