Recent content by Melsaldi

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that's me everyday, without the girl in my head that i'm crazy about and who also doesn't give a honeysuckle about me. (although i did have one of those last year and i spent a few times at the park, alone in the car, crying my eyes out wondering when i'll ever have a girlfriend. but that's a story...

I have to pretend I'm still going to work.

The fact that I've been on Coffee Meets Bagel for 2 months now and still no response from anybody.

Every once in a while I get the urge to bang my head repeatedly against a wall (which I never do) until I bleed and then want to draw something with the blood.

I only talk to them about stuff regarding work, since I'm a caregiver and it helps when the person working the prior shift gives a "heads up" on anything noteworthy about our residents that day. Other than that, I don't really talk to them since they are much younger and we don't have much in...

hmm

sleep. then sleep some more. (i know, not the most productive thing to do, but that's what i do.)

i'm playing dungeon rush app game. it's on its last days, i'm guessing, since i'm reading in its forums that there haven't been any new updates or events in a while. that's a shame since i only started playing 10 days ago.

I'm in the same boat. I know my answer isn't much help, and I'd offer you suggestions (other than what's already been posted here) if I could, but I find that sleeping a lot helps me cope with the hurt and rejection.

Welcome back!  I'm back too, as it's been about 3 years for me.  I didn't even remember signing up for this site until I found it again recently on Google.  In that time, I left 3 other websites, all pertaining to loneliness/depression.  I guess this is my online "home" for now!

That stupid Ace of Base song and imagining myself sawing a sign while singing:🎵I saw the sign...🎵 lol My, what weird imagery that is.

Hi!  I'm looking to see if anybody here is from Hesperia or Yucca Valley, California area.  Would like to make some online pen pals there before I move.

Maybe once every two weeks, or once or twice a week depending on how lonely and sad I am.

A song (that I don't particularly like) playing in my head at the moment, and the words and letters I'm typing out to get this message across. :)