I have been feeling that way for the last couple of years cant seem to shake it, trying to get back into my meditation as i used to feel so connected to everything and life seemed happier.
Feeling like i have wasted so much of my life, i have no more hope left for anything to get better and just go through each mind numbing day like a zombie barely feeling anything anymore.
Thanks yeah it can be hard dealing with it all at times i tend to go up and down with it all, i think the best thing is to keep trying to move forward and keep trying to be part of the world.
Feeling lately like life is just so empty and pointless, been feeling really depressed lately as the realization that i have nothing to look forward to in my life, my health is terrible and i am in constant pain, everyone i have loved is gone and its has killed whatever hope i had left.
Trying...
I have been listening to a few old songs my dad used to love listening to as i found an old playlist of his the other day i always remember us driving somewhere together and he would have the music on loud and just enjoying the drive.
He always liked Led Zeppelin and this is one of my favorite...