A normal guy who happens to be gay, among many, many other things. Living in a completely shitty world with mostly shitty people. And almost totally alone. Although I consider myself a realist, which most would equate with pessimism, and I do hold out a (quite unfounded) hope that my life will get better. Every day that hope dwindles. At which point the only logical move is me macte.
"Life is hard, after all, it kills you."- Audrey Hepburn
Prof: "Happiness is flourishing, and a happy civilization is a flourishing civilization." Me: "And after flourishing comes decline and destruction." Prof: "Aren't you the cynic." Me: "No, I just dwell in reality."