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Yes that's a terrible thing to do. I shouldn't think like that but I'm obsessed with  having relationship with someone who can be my dad and my lover at the same time  I'm obsessed with other girls relationships with their dads.

Actually they dont know about my bad relationship with my dad i know they will make fun of me But when you dont have a bad relationship with your dad you think all men will treat you like him  or when you find some traits of that guy similar to your dad those traits disgust you  Or i find older...

Well I have a full scholarship so I dont need his money for my college and that's a positive point because I know he would never pay for my college. My mom is a bit better but she's not attentive and kind too. When I talk to him about our bad relationship we always end up in a big row and...

My roommates they always brag about that how much their dad loves them and  have respect for them and I can see their relationship with their dads when they call their dads(i observed their phone calls with their dads metaculesly) But my dad always criticises me and always calls me dumb and he...

Thank you for helping me Yes i am a very jealous and insecure person and i hate  it. I get jealous when I see a pretty person because they have a much easier life than me (they dont hate themselves they bodies,they feel comfortable in their skins,nobody bully them)ofcourse I'm happy for them but...

Hello again  Im tired of comparing myself with every person i see   every time i go out im so mad and depressed because of this issue  I dont know what to do

I guess thats true i need to fix my personality i wish you people could know me like 5 years ago i was so vibrant so talkative so funny so warm so friendly all the time but now im just the opposite my high school friends dont even know me it was before i hit deppresion which ruined my life ...

actually im not very smart in finding new people they are usually bully or abusers i dont know why i always find this kind of people

Well they are right i accepted the fact that my body is ugly and no guy would want a pettite, flat chested girl unless shes very pretty or is very interesting/funny which in my case im not But i wanna work to gain money and do real good plastic surgery but as you said im stagnant thats my...

Hi im 20 almost 21,well i have this problem for most of my life im not pretty and im very social awkward  im so short as a grown up girl(only 5'3 )and im very skinny only(91 pounds) i dealt with ocd and anorexic from a very young age and about 5 years ago i was diagnosed with red...

Thanks for your reply ladyforsaken yes life is not all about sex and relationship  but i hate to spend time with myself i hate myself  nothing can make me happy nothing But why i have to deprive myself from short term fixes  I know i can never have a long term fix  So i have to do something...

I would not lose anything if i have sex with that guy or anybody else accept virginity hahaaa you know she would never find out i was with him beacuse as i said i want a secret relationship with him and nobody will know about it not even my sister yes but i want these small fixes because i need...

Yes i belive your right thats why  i delete it.but i didnt know how to delete the whole thread

Thanks for your reply  but actualy i was talking about suicide if i suicide i would only lose some worthless materialistic things and thats why my life is worthless and i dont have any other important thing to lose  And yes he will do that he done that before he is SINGLE  In my country it is...

I think im worthless and empty like always