Recent content by olivine

Orbus on VR.

Thank you all for reading and for your replies… I am starting an SSRI. Not really entirely due to this situation, but I honestly hope it gives me some “space” from my emotions and feelings. I am very sad and would rather just be numb instead.

A co-worker has absolutely just ruined the friendship we had and I am pretty devastated over it. As someone that doesn’t trust easily or have many friends, this is a difficult pill to swallow and I can’t get over how betrayed I feel. I nearly quit my job over it today.

Coming up on my 1 year anniversary working in hospice. I think I have seen dozens of deaths by now, and somehow it doesn't compare to the PTSD of working in the hospital. Beginning to realize that I won't ever be the same person I was before 2020.

Zenith

Oh. And tell everyone you know about sick stalker person. As I said, its some peace of mind should anything suspicious ever happen to you. So authorities might know who to start with first.

I took my stalker to court, filed restraining order. At least for the paper trail if anything suspicious ever happens to you. Then invest in a gun, get a carry permit, and know how to use it. It’s one thing if a stalker is only stalking you. But once they involve stalking friends, family, loved...

“But the one thing they love more than a hero is to see a hero fail, fall, die trying. In spite of everything you've done for them, eventually they will hate you.”

For privacy purposes, I’ll pass answering the former. Fortunately, no longer working there, for both mental and physical reasons. The arch in one of my feet collapsed from 12+ hrs of standing with no breaks. We would clock out for 30 minutes, and clock back in. Used to have to use a walker...

Worked as a healthcare worker in a big inner city hospital throughout pandemic. Now, what to do with all this trauma? The world is intent on understandably moving on from COVID. But I can’t get their faces out of my head. Young adults, younger than me, begging me to save their life. When...