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    still in love, heart broken to see them move on..

    that is perfectly fine, rather not either it does feel hard to let go completely, she was a big part of my life.. but you're right. i've already started doing better things for myself. bought some weights so that and reading, as well as taking the time to write out my feelings and thoughts here...
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    still in love, heart broken to see them move on..

    i just thought of this, jesus, main character of the bible right? he did not teach religion, but love. he lead by example, cleaned the feet of his friends with his own robe, even marry a "hooker" who else but jesus to love someone so unlovable right?
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    still in love, heart broken to see them move on..

    that wasnt helpful at all, nothing positive. but advice noted, ignore list. i cant help but cringe as i read, but i rather focus on the topic of the thread, or a similar conversation
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    why im depressed, some reasons (long)

    i used to but stopped, didnt like the environment and i feel some way towards therapist, ya know, they listen if you pay. but what ever i think i may be seeing another soon, waiting on a referral to somewhere hopefully. thanks Nightwhistle i will check that link out. this sounds like the law of...
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    still in love, heart broken to see them move on..

    yo puddle duck, you suck, scram i dont give a fresia about your bible, who cares. dont marry for love? because a book told you? i know thats how marriage started but its not anymore. to many people care way to much about it and being married ruins love. TheRealCallie knows what they're talking...
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    family issues

    fresia your bullet points
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    still in love, heart broken to see them move on..

    i dont really believe in marriage any way, or the bible. neither of those things have power over me, the connection and love is far more important than a title and ring. at least legally i think its mumbo jumbo. should be a nice ceremony of love and cheer, dont want to sound like a hater or...
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    family issues

    for a couple months now my sister has been causing hell and stress at home. she is always coming over our house intoxicated and a huge mess. always hysterical. crazy it seems.. she comes crying and screaming about her problems, and family (mom and i), and anyone else who had the unfortunate...
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    still in love, heart broken to see them move on..

    i care about her health issues because i was the cause of it, to know i made or make people that way makes me hate myself. i wouldnt want someone to affect how i feel. but i suppose.. also no i havent got laid, not since we broke up and that was barley happening at the end of our relationship...
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    still in love, heart broken to see them move on..

    eventually they didnt work out, i was happy and somewhat was ok, still depressed and lonely for the most part, but as months past by my ex would randomly text or call me checking up on me or to say hi etc, she called crying a few times i think. i was like whoa, i figured it had to do with a guy...
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    why im depressed, some reasons (long)

    im sorry i didnt realize my format, i had so much to say and my computer was actually slowing down because of how much i was typing. also why i decided to end my post for now i guess. but im pretty much depressed because i feel very alone in the life and world and i cant really connect or...
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    why im depressed, some reasons (long)

    i dont know where or how to start but i am depressed, very so. usually is swept under the rug, only to creep on out again. but right now because of ex pretty much.. we decided to get some lunch together, it started off nice, it was pleasant, then she made it unpleasant. I was trying to have a...
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    still in love, heart broken to see them move on..

    getting help and talking to people is so.. alien.. i suck at it.. and everything is just to much.. but ive been trying, which is why im here..
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    still in love, heart broken to see them move on..

    hm.. thanks. i just feel awful, and i hate myself in a cycle of hate....i can barley function and im so drained.. i have no hope, no will...
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    still in love, heart broken to see them move on..

    It's been months now.. and i'm still so alone.. and I still love you, so deeply.. spiritually. it hurts to see you move on, so easily.. I'm jealous how you can be ok without me. its so crazy to see how we transitioned to where we are now, that breaks my heart.. how we could love each other so...
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