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I feel incredibly lonely today. My boyfriend and I are fighting..and even though i am with friends i feel so alone watching all the happy couples together.

Lucus and I spoke today about the lack of intimacy in our relationship. He was aware of it as well and I told him how I had been feeling. He told me that he's not ready to start having sex but since the conversation he has been much better about physical contact and about helping me to feel like...

Thanks for the advice. Sometimes I just start crying because I miss how sweet and emotionally available he used to be, and every time I talk to him he gets frustrated. I feel like I can't say anything anymore. I get undressed in front of him and I get no reaction. It sucks. I feel like such an...

actually we're polyamorous =P

Thank you =) It's very unique I think, LOL. Lucus goes through phases where he abuses some sort of substance...nothing hard, but tobacco and other smokable herbs are common for him as well as alcohol or cough syrup sometimes. I don't want to leave him. I think he's my soulmate, honestly, but...

Hi, I'm Renae... I'm 24 years old and split my time between my home town of Vernon, NJ and my boyfriend's house in Columbia, NJ. I am a full-time student, I am always told that I am incredibly attractive, I have a lot of friends and a very blessed and full life. However, it hasn't always been...