Recent content by privatelife

Well, I'm pretty tired of trying to rely on luck. It's been 4 years, maybe more. Though I still think it impractical, and haven't the slightest idea how to, I'm starting to become convinced I'll have to be self-employed. I'm just too **** off-putting to employers, no matter how much I fake it...

Whenever I talk to complete strangers, I tend to use a stereotypical relaxed stoner accent (I sound like I'm high, but I'm not), as a way of dealing with nervousness. This started sometime in high school (go figure, almost everyone in my high school was high all day long). I've been doing it so...

Being unemployed and living with my parents, at 24, makes me not want to even try to meet people at all, and avoid the ones I already know.

I'm 23. The only place I ever go any more is the grocery store. I'm unemployed, have no license (nothing's good enough to motivate me to get one), live with my parents etc. The film "I, Curmudgeon" more or less sums up my feelings on everything. I'm a lonely ************. I keep a nocturnal...