Recent content by RichardTravers

Well, sometimes I write music.

She never talked to me about how she felt about anything, if she had then I might have been able to do something. I cry myself to sleep still every night thinking about her, I haven't heard anything, she wont answer my calls or e-mails, I can't even find out how our dog is or see him from time...

Thanks man. When she left me I threw myself in to my music heavily!! after a few years I started getting somewhere. Tonight, there was a tribute to me on Dutch radio where they played six of my tune back to back. So there's something positive, it helps a lot to have music. Not feeling so...

I am a musician and have put together a piece of music dedicated to Esther, if she ever reads this post? This is for you "Esther Grubenmann" :( Very sad at the moment :(

Thanks everyone. not really feeling up to posting but was pretty surprised by all your responses. I didn't order the rope tonight, but I don't know how much longer I can cope, I'll keep checking in with you guys and answer some of your posts if I can. Thanks Richard.

My name is Richard Travers, I am not a very happy person, I have had one of the worst lives imaginable, it all started as a child, I was born in to a broken home with an abusive mother and stepfather, my real father had severe mental health problems, this was when it all started going wrong for...

Hello, my name is Richard Travers, I have been producing music for about 25 years, I have a lot of emotional problems but find it helps me and is probably the only positive thing in my life. Hope you all enjoy it. Richard.