Recent content by samsara

Yeah same here :( even "meetings" were arranged. It has became intense that it affects me mentally and sometimes have days that cannot perform well at work.

Yeah, I also have that feeling of not being part of the world. I believe we have this feeling because of what we are told, on a daily basis, from tv shows/programs and feel "bad" because we do not comply to those standards.

Working on a sunday night before going to work at monday :club:

Yeah, I get that a lot lately. Since I have a brother that is already married, the focus is now on me and the pressure builds every week :( Sometimes I am seen as the outcast of the family for not following what they want. Hoping for better days..

"... In this little town cars they don't slow down The lonely people here They throw lonely stares Into their lonely hearts I watch the traffic lights I drift on Christmas nights I wanna set it straight I wanna make it right But girl you're so far away ..." David Fonseca - Hold Still

So here goes, hello everyone, I am from Lisbon, Portugal and found this forum randomly on google. During my whole life I am used to do stuff on my own and have been quite resolved about that and I can relate very much to this book from Anneli Rufus. Recently (last 2 years) most of my friends...