thank you for the welcome greetings.
i find that i don't know where & what to write after that first post...
i browse through the threads and noticed that most have terms for what's happening to them and some threads made me feel embarrassed that i am whining about my situation as it's really...
i'm lonely inside if that makes sense. sth is wrong with me but i don't know what it is and too afraid to check it out.
outsiders sees me as a loving mom & hubby adores me but i'm caged...
i am friendly as long as it's not 'can we go lunch together' or 'want to join us for etc.?' invites then...