Fact: Social contact terribly tired me so hard, that i experiencing terrible headache or brain fog. I tried to run away from it, alcohol, drugs, excessive using internet etc. After a few years I realized that it's okay be alone and introvert.
I tried few times. Then i realised i hate party and concerts etc... and I will no force myself to seek friends. I hope at least I can find a girlfriend.
I dont want to be forever alone. Perhaps this takes more time....
I go out on a regular basis because of the dog and my health. We have a huge garden so some work can always found (cut down(or mow?) grass etc...)
So regarding to my social life i am alone because i want to be. My "friends" take drugs so bye bye i dont need that. I do not feel the desire for...