Smylz

I'm a mom of three, a RN, and married for 22 years. I love my husband but have managed to really never find a best friend. I have a fear of being rejected, turned against, and made fun of. I'm kind and caring and too trustworthy of others which makes me vulnerable to not realize the real ness of a friend. Recently I thought I had that and my fears about friends were validated when she replaced me with a new person, turned on me, and took back all the the friend support she had given me the past year. Now she stated she advised me differently. I thought she was for real. I'm lonely and miss the sisterhood I felt.