Recent content by SomeGuyOnTheInternet

A half-ass function. How useless.

Turns out there is an option. First entry on the list.

You proved my point about invisibility. Your text is full of bogus arguments and ignorance. I don't even have the money for enough food and you talk about unhappy rich people. And now I realized there is no function here to block people. I'm not going to stay in a forum where I can't block users...

This has some advantages too like less conflicts, I would say.

It's all about the purpose of a partner (and relationship).

I'm not a naive teenager anymore. I'm in my forties. I know there will never be this point when I'll be able to "look back" because it never gets better. Life is suffering. What matters is to find something that's worth to suffer for. I don't have that anymore and won't have it ever again. This...

Hi AFDobieGal and welcome to the forum! If you're looking for hermits you found at least one in me, but I'm sure there are others as well here. Can definitely relate to the age problem albeit being only in my forties. If you want to talk, feel free to let me know.

If you don't fit in the right category, you're on your own. Completely. You won't get a a job, be able to rent an apartment, receive welfare, get medical treatment, have (normal) friends. Everything is a matter of falling into the right category. Economic status, educational level, sex...

High noon. The heat was unbearable. Had to soak my clothes in water to cool down a little bit.

I'm not even sure what I'm doing here. Maybe for the illusion of social interaction? I'm so far away from everyone and everything now. Broke, homeless, mentally and physically ill, invisible. I basically don't exist because according to the world around me, people like me cannot exist because...

2/10. Nothing gets better, only worse.

Double depression is a combination of chronic depression (Dysthymia in my case) and depressive episodes. I was really good at making lemonade out of all the lemons life gave me. But it became impossible to make more lemonade. I can't do any of the things I liked to do.

I'm aware of that. I had plenty of reasons in the past. Now it's only stubbornness that remains which is based on pure survival instinct. I'm only delaying the inevitable, for nothing. I don't have anything left to give, there is no higher goal anymore. I'm just a parasite.

Nine Inch Nails

I hate my stubbornness. I should give up once and for all and leave this planet. But I'm still here, suffering for absolutely nothing.