The same still haven't found anybody still not gonna find anyone. Still feeling sorry about myself for giving up my one chance I wish I would just drop dead
I am a narcissist. I'm broken. I cant find anyone. I will never find anyone. I was born to suffer. Everyone hates me. I will never have a relationship. I've only had 1 and I messed that up. No one else is interested. I got lucky and still messed it up. I have no meaning. My life has no meaning...
I already know that Im gonna be alone for the rest of my life. I ******* HATE IT. I cant express the frustration I feel everyday enough. I just wish I wasnt ******* born in the first place. Id kill myself but Im afraid Ill just repeat this same stupid ass ******* life Im living right now. Im...
There is no healthy way to deal with this honeysuckle. If I didnt smoke id just cry and rage all the time. This mentality cant be shifted because all the evidence is telling me no one wants to be my friend/partner. But weed does.
Excuses and bitterness run in my blood. I dont know what other coping mechanics actually help. Its better than being mad and depressed all the time. Btw I may be negative but Im not lying to myself this is my real situation. If figuring it out is stopping weed and being depressed and lonely then...
I dont talk to her at all, in fact Im blocked on social media and she changed her number. Weve been broken up for like 6 months or something. What happened was I vented to a friend about some things that I didnt like about her and she found out and broke up with me. So I pretty much deserved it.