Me too, since I was 12 yrs old,there has always been the idea of commiting suicide.Till now I couldnt, as I dont know very well what would happen in the world to come and my mother will be absolutely upset if I do it.I am scared of death but i am so bored of living on the earth too.
I hate facebook, as nobody invites me to their account,it is always me who asks for. And worse, i see my old friends in their list but noway,they wont contact with me