I completely agree. I'm willing to give away just about anything to have good self-esteem.
Good luck to you too.
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Yeah. Fear isn't fun at all. If you don't mind me asking; Are you speaking with a professional about your fear? I know that can be very...
Self-Hatred has always been front and center for me too. There are a few ways that I try to cope...
Enough about me though. How do you feel today? Is self-hatred the only thing you feel day after day?
Do you occasionally feel joy at all?
I've once been to the ER for that too. Not fun at all.
Here's a six part documentary about social anxiety. It's literally the exact opposite of confidence. That sort of thing really hits hard in the dating scene. But it's also treatable. So if anxiety is getting in the way of your life please...
The same thing happens to me too, kinda. "Wow you're a great listener! Well, I've gotta go flirt this this guy over here now. Bye."
Being a great listener is nice and all. But people also like to be entertained during a conversation too. It's something that's difficult for me. I think that...
Just throwing this out there... Many gyms are actually used by people who are casual instead of the stereotypical bodybuilder. Don't be so quick to dismiss going.