Recent content by Tracer

I'd like that. I was an active chess player (ELO - 2154).

Same here! During this Corona prison situation I definitely have a lot of time for talking and hanging out online :)

I can see your are disappointed by others and under a lot of pressure. But remember, we don't have control over what other people do/feel or how do they act upon us. We can only accept it or not. Its nice that you still try to take care of your mother. But also, I know its a great burden. I've...

Generalizing is never an explanation. And you can hardly compare alcoholics/addicts who are under influence of different substances with this situation. OP is still in control of his actions while alcoholics/addicts are not. You don't know that. Again, generalizing is not the way. I also have...

There is a difference between "he won't" (is not willing/interested) and "he won't" (actually, wants - but is afraid). He admitted he is afraid of being reported if going to psychiatrist. That doesn't mean he won't get help. Maybe he finds some support group and with them finally breaks that fear.

My current goal is to finally finish my PhD this summer and to close this "student" life chapter. Its been over 10 years of study and I need serious rest. In the next following years I want to travel and to visit at least several (3-5) distant countries.. to enjoy the world a little bit.

I agree child's safety is no.1 priority and known pedophiles should never be given a second chance around children. But, in this case OP didn't crossed the line (hurt any child) nor having plans to do it. He openly admitted his problem and is obviously troubled by his thoughts, which indicates...

I believe we all have twisted fantasies in our head. But, what's important is not to act on all of them (especially the bad ones). Don't lose control over yourself. I actually remember a documentary on this subject and the treatment they used for convicted pedophiles. The focus of the treatment...

Sorry for the late response. She was 63 at the time, but suffered depression for many years (never wanted to admit it and take medicine). It's not the family thing. She simply ignored it. I think I know why she did it. My father was not supportive in her greatest time of need. He cheated on her...

I have a lot of contacts on my phone, but I rarely contact anybody. If I need to contact anyone it's only because I must (business or family issues). I'm simply not the guy that initiates the first contact. Even if aliens would visit us one day I would probably just ignore them until they would...

Very nice!

Welcome!

Hi! We're here! :)

Yes. I'm already on that track. I have been practicing martial arts for 11 years and after 17 years of absence, last year I came back into that world. I feel more active now and it helps improve my mood. But what I find most satisfactory are the long walks. Almost every day, with music in my...

Appreciate it! Will sure look at it.