Recent content by Von Blown

I can't seem to get into chat. it either pops up black with no chat box. Or the chat box is there but I can't connect to it. I haven't been banned or anything, far as I know. Can anyone help me get in. Thanks, Von Blown

depressed unhappy people do commite suicide. It's not the happy bubbly ones doing it.

My first girlfriend break up, shook me up so bad, all I did was think about her for years. Even when I was going out with somebody else. Now years later, and many medical problems since. I've actually lost the ability to cry. I can get upset, but I really can't shed tears anymore. I don't know...

I see life as everything being so tough to handle. Fixing a leaky faucet, having to sweep the floor. Even just taking a bath. I have some severe medical problems. If I were healthy, I would probably want to live. But think about suicide everyday. I can't work, am 45, staying with my elderly...

You tend to have lots of friends when you are younger. People go their own way as they get older and find a mate to settle down with and or have children. Unless your a rich celebrity, you find it much more interesting just trying to survive and build a future for your children. I'm 45, and...

I hardly ever leave the house. I had/have crones disease, which was constant diariah. I also have severe skin problems. My skin problems get worse and worse. I can't even find clothes to wear anymore that don't make me break out, and have my skin burn. Everytime, I try on a new piece of...

I feel suicidal all the time. I like talking about it with other people that feel the same way.

I have to work really really hard most days to try to even keep going, because really, What is the Alternative? And I am not ready for that casket. I guess I simply can't believe that my life was supposed to be about this suffering and pain and torture. I do believe something wonderful must be...

I've never been happy since I figured out I was going to die, and everybody else was going to die also. You mostly get sicker and more depressed as you grow older. And see more things grow ill and die. The only way to avoid depression is either lie to yourself by blocking out the reality of...

Why don't you ask for a 1000 pardons for the joke. And say hey, I really think you are something special. I'd never want to offend you. Let me buy you lunch to make it up to you.

the answer to everything, is everybody gets shafted in the end. And the best you can hope for is to die in your sleep.

She probably advises you to do so. Because that's how she operates...

You'll find somebody, don't worry about it. As long as you've got your health you've got it all.

I'm praying the lord will make me strong, give me the strength to carry on, and heal me of my ills.

Thanks steel nice to be here.