Recent content by weste

Hello people. Was wondering what you do for a living (if you're willing to share). My current career I make 30k a year and I'm getting desperate. I hate it and I wish I was making more money. I want to go back to school but I'm at a complete lost on what to go for. If anyone would share some...

When I'm by myself or in my room no. But when I'm in public or interacting with others yeah everyday.

What I should go back to school for

When you only have a few contacts on your phone. All family members, work phone, and a few co-workers you only talk to when they need to trade shifts etc.

Should I move out or continue living with my parents

Yes totally. I'm wasting now in my twenties and I'm not doing anything about it.

should be trying to fall asleep

not to the point that I want to cry. But it happens everyday especially late at night when I'm trying to fall asleep

I hate working overnights

Girlfriend

Pretend/trick myself in believing in scenarios where I do have friends. I even create their looks, age, etc. Or sometimes see random people while im out and fit them into my odd fantasy of fake friends. Admitting this probably some of you will think im crazy.  :)  anyway, its honestly very sad.

At times. Personally, most of the time I'm happy just being by myself. I have hobbies to keep me occupied. But then, like tonight, I just feel despair loneliness. I just wish I could text someone you know just someone to share life with. But I don't.

All the time.

I hate work. I think it's more to do with the co-workers you have to deal with. Yes, they are all nice to me but I can't communicate. It's awkward and I'm not very entertaining. I can't keep the conversation going. I have nothing to share with them, no kids, no relationships, no funny stories or...

Just to vent. Well for me I just come here every once in a while to look around and write my thoughts down. Stuff that I would never tell anyone.