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    Anybody else doing mouse drawings?

    Today the Orthodox Church celebrates ”Florii” (Palm Sunday), which can be translated as Flowers' Sunday. My drawing, because of this.
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    Anybody else doing mouse drawings?

    Thank you, maybe I will buy one, yet I have to upgrade my computer too because the tablet does not work without proper video/graphic hardware from the desk. It feels like drawing on the sky - this virtual reality that hangs on small things, like memory cards, sticks, etc.
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    Anybody else doing mouse drawings?

    I meant I really drew these with my fist, not with my fingers, which would have been easier and better. And yes, I thought about learning graphic design and buying a drawing tablet, but that would be too expensive because I would have to change my computer too, or at least the graphics card...
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    Anybody else doing mouse drawings?

    drawing this colored face took only 3-4 minutes, while the others, more artistically made, took hours, one stroke at a time
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    Do any of you life a life totally alone without ANY friends or family?

    I am totally alone too. I already wrote about this. I still have my mother, but she is not a good companion, but nonetheless... I have no other connections with other relatives and no friends at all. I am 51, soon I will be old... There are no places I can go to, none. I wished I had at least...
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    I am a certified incel

    Once upon a time, I had a friend, and we graduated and continued our dialogue for some time. I told her that I am being rejected and that it looked as if the others - who were insensible and brutal - wanted to kill me. She told me that if she were in my place she would have outlived malevolence...
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    Anybody else doing mouse drawings?

    another one, less accomplished It is maybe less accomplished but it is fun drawing these - as if I were a child again, enjoying colors.
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    Anybody else doing mouse drawings?

    thank you very much, I wondered which tablet would be better or good enough because I am not an expert. I will probably buy one in the future if my interest for drawing will be the same as now.
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    Anybody else doing mouse drawings?

    I don't have a graphic/ drawing tablet, so I started doing these drawings using my mouse, driven by my fist, not by my fingers, which is more difficult. I wonder if it is worth buying one, considering the fact that it is not my true nature, yet I like drawing and colorizing from time to time -...
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    Once a day: What are you thankful for?

    being alive - yesterday I had rhinorrhea and felt bad, today it is ok, probably it was not flu
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    dying at 50 years of age

    I meant that the death of others can lead to other misfortunate events (among them sadness) in the lives of the survivors. Plus - we do a huge part of our deeds in order to prepare for death or to avoid death.
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    dying at 50 years of age

    It is a sad thing, maybe the only thing hard to come to terms with about the human condition - dying, and it is the root of other evils. We use to think that death is a consequence of other evils. Society is not equal and fair to anyone, just as there are ups and downs, fall and spring, etc. My...
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    dying at 50 years of age

    Thank you very much. I am alone and it feels bad. This friend that I lost told me something memorable last time I saw her - she thanked me that I comforted her when we were young when she felt bad and rejected by others - I invited her to my place and offered her popcorn and this seemed to be a...
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    dying at 50 years of age

    I already said that I am totally alone, almost isolated since 1984... Through the years there were 5 people that I talked with, that were significant relationships to me, they were even talking, dialoguing with me - 4 women and 1 man, no sexual meaning at all, only friendship. One of them even...
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    50 something

    50 in February 2021
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