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- unfortunately i can't sit down with them and talk to them about how i feel. they dont seem to love me the same way they love the second oldest child (who is also younger than me by about a year). they treat her like shes the oldest and not me and it kills me inside because im the oldest child...

hey thanks! =] and yes i noticed when we're apart for quite a bit, we're not at each others throats as much. what hurts the most is that there was a time ago we shared alot together, loved one another's company and it was all mutual. im afraid things will never be that way again. i really...

i still live at home with people who are supposed to be my family. its such a big family(7 kids and 2 parents) but i feel so lonely and out of place. im the oldest and my younger siblings for some reason dont talk to me at all. my mother isnt different. she only talks to me if she's talking down...