Recent content by Yaku

So, I decided I need to do something small at least to turn around my lonely journey. I got dressed nicely, teased my beard into perfection and drove to the nearby pub/bar. So I parked my car and was ready to go in when I found myself unable to do so. Like my brain sent out the signals, but my...

I'm thinking that our memories are like a new car. As soon as a new car leaves the showroom floor it starts losing value, and starts to wear and tear. As soon as an experience is over and becomes a memory it starts fading. That's why we can never have enough sunsets or kisses. The memory just...

I just found an ice cream cone that I had forgot about in the freezer. It's almost midnight but I ate it, and it messed up my beard. 😀

So I've watched some episodes and loving it, I like dry humor or humor in a serious setting. Regarding drama in married life, I can feel your pain and I'm sorry you have to deal with that. It always feels so unnecessary and pointless, yet hard to escape. I guess that's why I like things based...

Thanks for that, it makes sense. You know, just thinking about it, I can feel a knot in my stomach forming. I hope my nerves don't get the best of me. But I think I will set a small goal to start with. I just need to start intetacting, or I fear I'll wake up in the same hole just many years...

Don't get me started on family. Me and my brother seem to be living in two different worlds sadly. He's all about money and how to get it, and conversations soon become extremely boring or awkward for us both. He's also still in a religion I am not a part of anymore, so I can't speak my heart in...

Just expressing myself I stay in the forest, far away from other folks. Where the sound of people doing their people things are of no concern and irrelevant; even unwanted. I've always been more attracted to fantasy than reality, and the silence here is a perfect catalyst for the imagination...

Just working is no fun I agree. I like listening to music to pass time, especially tracks that make me emotional (good or bad). I use to be on a lot of unnecessary medication that numbed my senses, so it's nice to feel something for a change. Or I play video games, also I like things that are...

Bad moon rising in my pants

That's sound advice. The app gives me a bad feeling to be honest, it just feels cheap for lack of a better word. The problem with real life interaction is I will need to learn some social skills again. I'm like a fossil that needs to be cleaned and propped up to stand again haha

Well, for a start you can maybe try and focus on things that are emediately at hand, that you can do something about, not things two weeks, two months from now. That's a mistake I always did and I ended up having anxiety about a future that hasn't happened yet and not being able to handle...

So I'm feeling pretty confident at the moment, so I decided to install a dating app. It's highly rated but I won't mention the name, but wow, this is bot central. I'm still setting up my profile, haven't even put up my picture and I'm getting invite after invite for chat and video chat from...

My parrot combining random words she knows. This morning I was greeted with "Hello stupid".

Just expressing myself Take me away far away to places untouched, unexplored and untainted. Please, at great speed so the stars are just streaks of light and so that my problems and worries can shrink as quickly as the rock we call home shrinks into the distance. And may that prison take my...

On one of my worse days I was walking through the parking lot to my car and a woman gave me R2.50 (about $0.14) and said "I hope everything works out" thinking I was homeless. I just smiled and thanked her, but Imagine her surprise when she saw me get into my car (which was a newer model than...