Yellow Eyes
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I'm 22 years old, I've been living for the past five years with a heavy burden. And I think I'm starting to crumble down.
I'm usually a happy person-- outside. However, when I'm on my own, probably like others, I start to show who I really am. Unfortunately, its only myself who can see how broken I am.
I'm currently in a relationship with a married man. Yes, he is married with a wife and a son. Things are complicated with us because we have a strong bond but its just that he's married just because he got his wife pregnant when they were still dating.
Sometimes I do not know what I am doing with my life.
My mom keeps me on a leash. I can't make my own decisions for my own life and thus that broke my spirit away gradually.
Which is why now, I enjoy cutting myself. The pain relieves me from the pain she is causing me.
I'm inlove with a married man and I enjoy cutting myself. That is just the tip of the iceberg to the story of my life.
I'm usually a happy person-- outside. However, when I'm on my own, probably like others, I start to show who I really am. Unfortunately, its only myself who can see how broken I am.
I'm currently in a relationship with a married man. Yes, he is married with a wife and a son. Things are complicated with us because we have a strong bond but its just that he's married just because he got his wife pregnant when they were still dating.
Sometimes I do not know what I am doing with my life.
My mom keeps me on a leash. I can't make my own decisions for my own life and thus that broke my spirit away gradually.
Which is why now, I enjoy cutting myself. The pain relieves me from the pain she is causing me.
I'm inlove with a married man and I enjoy cutting myself. That is just the tip of the iceberg to the story of my life.
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"Whoever has no rule over his own spirit is like a city broken down, without walls."
Proverbs 25:28