Recent content by Zardozi

Hope it's okay to bump this thread after no-one has posted in it for six years. I'm glad this thread exists. I thought I might have to make it myself. Thoughts of revenge have been a central theme of my entire life, I have struggled with urges since adolescence, I've had a strong desire to get...

I'm not sure if a thread already exists for this. I tried searching and couldn't find anything so I figured I'd start one, I reckon there are some people who probably find themselves relating to a fictional character, or maybe several. I've watched a lot of movies and cartoons over the years...

That's awesome you listen to those artists, I've listened to some of those too, they're pretty good. There's some I'm unfamiliar with; Underworld, and Agnes Obel. I'm always looking for new music to listen to so I'll check them out when I can. :) I looked through my collection and I have two...

Thanks! That's really good to hear, and I can relate to that - my music correlates with my mood so much. I like all sorts of music but there are a select few artists I really love; Daft Punk, The Chemical Brothers, Boards of Canada, Aphex Twin, Autechre, Burial, just to name a few electronic...

The concept of suicide is something I have thought about a lot - it crosses my mind nearly every day and it's more intense during my bouts of depression. I have a hard time imagining myself actually going through with it, though. I don't necessarily want my life to end, but rather, I want my...

Very sound advice. Thank you so much for writing this. It's true that I very often compare myself to others, and make assumptions about them - that because they are hanging out with friends they must have a good life, and that makes me feel terrible about myself. That is a vicious cycle I need...

Thank you for the warm welcome, everyone. I have been feeling a little better today, and that's in part to reading some of these posts. I appreciate it. I think I will hang around here. One thing I have gradually learned throughout my time on this Earth is that life is unfair - never was, never...

Hello. I'm going to keep my introduction short and concise. I've joined this forum in hopes of reaching out to other like-minded people who share the same pain as me. I have been socially isolated for most of my life. I'm 24, and have little to show for it - I have practically no friends, I...