I'd say don't give up, because if a guy I like would act the way you do, I would act the way that this girl does... She might be the way I am, it doesn't hurt to try to make contact with her!
Oh my, I fit in here perfectly! I'm turning 21 in a few months and never had a boyfriend. Not even non-serious relationships, never kissed a guy ever. I don't even have normal conversations with them, I get some kind of social phobia when a male tries to interact with me. Everything is kind of...