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    Night Terrors

    You ever had when you sort of came out of it yet where still busy with whatever your subconscious thought was going on? I've had that, where you're I dunno still searching for that huge spider until you realize it was all another night terror. I've gotten angry quite a few times with that happening.
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    Suicide

    enemies, i've had plenty of those but they don't get me up in the morning. hate i feel is such a waste of time and energy, and i already think about the wrong people enough, you know under the shower having whole arguments with them inside your head, thinking of what you could say. and it annoys...
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    Night Terrors

    that sounds very recognizable. also hard for people to wake you up and such?
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    Always losing.

    No offense, but you kinda remind me of my oldest brother with this sorta I don't wanna use the word patronizing, but yeah a reply like "things can't be that bad" to answer your question oh yeah, been to tons of churches, religions and I've even been in a witches coven. I know, it sounds...
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    Night Terrors

    Anyone else here suffer those as an adult? Oh its been such a joy for me getting those aged 13. In the end I was up to 5 attacks a night while also sleep walking, or should I say sleep running. Shrinks think its PTSD although i'll be messed if I know why or how or what the hell happened to me...
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    Always losing.

    Its like no matter what I do, I always get the short end of the stick. Which is why I quit trying. Its been that way all my life, i'm just not a winner. I'm a loser. It isn't even an exaggeration, its just how it is. And its funny when people say its a "self fulfilling prophecy" when theres no...
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    Suicide

    People keep telling me that all the time, to like go outside more. I just, I never do it. Its like everything is too much, even just getting out of bed in the morning. But I get what you mean, I should do it. I will always go back to art, I would have checked out a long time ago if it wasn't for...
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    Suicide

    I get it. I'm 47, bout to turn 48 soon. Its like my whole life i just haven't been allowed to participate, in anything. Because some assholes will sooner or later ruin it for me. Even online, which for a while was my safe haven. Even my kids hate me while I stayed with their alcoholic mother for...
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    Suicide

    thats basically all thats stopping me, my pets.
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    Suicide

    First off, I want you guys to know I am not trying to bait for sympathy or people trying to be like "stop no don't do it" etc and just please don't call the authorities. Every time I get depressed I think about suicide, like, a lot. Its not even a cohesive thought really, just more of these...
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    Mother

    Maybe hate is a wrong word, its not like I go around hating women, its more like I don't trust them and generally just stay away from them. Which is easy for me to do since I live a shut-in's life.
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    Mother

    This is a hard thread for me to start, but my mother. She's been telling me all my life what a failure I am, because she resents me not having been born as a daughter. For you see my parents first child was born dead, and she was a girl. Then they had my two brothers, then years later after my...
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    Free Hugs!

    I have longed for a hug for a long long time. And just someone telling me that everything is going to be alright.
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    Feeling no matter what I do, its always wrong.

    Even at work places I've always felt that I am somehow a fraud and that they made a mistake hiring me. That someone else would do a much better job than me. My self esteem is as low as it can be, I pretty much feel like a piece of shit all the time and everything I do is wrong. That I make...
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    It doesn't matter what I say or do

    I'm sure you got this already but I'm not referring to that kinda mask. I feel I should just be able to be myself. Besides which I grew up wearing a mask same as my family does and I did the same thing for about 20 years. Then I just stopped doing it and haven't looked back since. However, the...
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    It doesn't matter what I say or do

    Wear a mask like my family does? Never.
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    It doesn't matter what I say or do

    Its always misunderstood. Always. My family hates me, people don't understand me, its been hell ever since the day I been born. I called myself wrong since I can relate to that song by Depeche Mode so much. I don't know if I can post it here but this is the song:
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    Hello

    well i don't think im a bad guy, i really ain't. its just even growing up people just always seemed to hate me. i honestly don't know why. and sure some people like me but its very hard to connect to anyone.
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    Wishing there was just a group of people that where like me

    Even my own family are so different and they don't wanna see me or talk to me. I just wish there where people like me out there, so that i could be myself and just be happy, just joke around and be warm and kind to eachother without getting the inevitable knife in the back. I have literally...
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    What's a painful truth you've had to swallow?

    Admitting that i'm lonely and sad. Posting here.
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