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Relationships are impossible to get into. I will never find anyone else.

My frustration is gonna explode someday.

I already know that Im gonna be alone for the rest of my life. I ******* HATE IT. I cant express the frustration I feel everyday enough. I just wish I wasnt ******* born in the first place. Id kill myself but Im afraid Ill just repeat this same stupid ass ******* life Im living right now. Im...

So despite all of my recent negativity heres some positivity. This song is an absolute vibe, especially when youre baked. Smoke some dro

Well no one seems to be at all interested in me so yeah. Everyone wants someone else and Im left to just watch everyone else be happy.

Knowing Im gonna be alone forever really does not help my situation.

I cant either. I dont like drinking. Smoking is my thing.

There is no healthy way to deal with this honeysuckle. If I didnt smoke id just cry and rage all the time. This mentality cant be shifted because all the evidence is telling me no one wants to be my friend/partner. But weed does.

Excuses and bitterness run in my blood. I dont know what other coping mechanics actually help. Its better than being mad and depressed all the time. Btw I may be negative but Im not lying to myself this is my real situation. If figuring it out is stopping weed and being depressed and lonely then...

I dont talk to her at all, in fact Im blocked on social media and she changed her number. Weve been broken up for like 6 months or something. What happened was I vented to a friend about some things that I didnt like about her and she found out and broke up with me. So I pretty much deserved it.

My interests are gangster rap/metal music, I have a job, Im not in college anymore and when Im high I like to either chill and watch something/listen to music or walk around the neighborhood. As far as venting goes, I really just want to vent about being ignored by uninterested women and about...

Im boring because I can never make conversation with anyone. ESPECIALLY not a woman my age. I dont know how I could make conversation better and be less boring and I have zero achievments whatsoever except being able to outsmoke peers.

Being alone is the problem and its not because of the pot. Its because Im boring and unattractive. I dont know what other way to work around the problem because nothing makes me happy except weed.

The problem is that the thing Im trying to fix cannot be fixed so the only way I have of dealing with it is getting stoned out of my mind

And as far as money and responsibilities go idgaf where I am or how much money I have if I get the chance, Im smoking

I smoke everyday that I can and I dont plan on stopping. Being sober is boring, depressing and lonely.

I dont give a **** if I have anything to celebrate. If I have some good dro Im lighting a blunt as soon as I feel sober. Thats just the life I lead, its the only activity that helps me cope. Ive tried all the other honeysuckle, walking, exercising, meditation, none of it helps the same.

See I cant do that. I will be alone for the rest of my life by no choice of my own but Im not gonna be sober

Being older sounds ******* terrible. I bet Ill still be alone and ignored by every woman AND THEN if Im sober and life will be motherfucking horrible

Im not gonna stop even if I do get health problems. If Im forced to Ill just off myself because being sober and lonely is a ******* death sentence in itself