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The cat doing laps around the kitchen purring and cooing. I was getting her food ready. She started doing that about a year ago. It's super cute.

Worried.

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Agitated.

Tired.

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Despite being almost silent, distrustful, and wary... I generally like people, and given the opportunity can get along with almost anyone. Life is interesting (really the only reason I'm still alive) and people are interesting. I like hearing others stories and experiences, seeing the world...

I had been using Windows XP for the last 10 or so years, have a new computer that came with Windows 7 Pro. So far so good.

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Cucumber and tomato salad with sunflower seeds.

Move away, out of this state. Somewhere I could start fresh.

Okay.

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Wolfsheim

I don't think it ever really ends for some people, myself included. And to be serious, until depression is treated like the potentially deadly real disease it is, few of us will have any peace. The most I personally can hope for is a neutral middle ground, even though it seems like a curb I am...

Neutral.

There was this empty shell And I called it my life Sometimes it felt like hell But it was easy to survive Time was like a drain That didn't flush me down There was no room for pain And not one chance to drown I want to cut off all my ties I need to break through all the ice I want it to...

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I haven't had anything resembling a real friend. There was a group of girls I thought were my friends up until high school, but they dropped me like a scalding hot potato once I started going to have difficulties (physical and mental) that couldn't be ignored or handwaved away as quirks that...

That my self-mutilating isn't an attack on them, and whenever they see new evidence of it sighing and saying "what have you done now?" doesn't help me at all.