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Wait for, and welcome it.

Doesn't matter, earth is the most important to us.

I used to believe in all that stuff but now I'll just believe it when I see it. I was disappointed when y2k didn't happen, disappointed when 5-5-2000 didn't happen, disappointed when 2012 didn't happen... now I'm just waiting for Yellowstone to pop. Something has to happen sometime, doesn't it?

I've pretty much given up. If anyone showed me an inkling of interest, my first thought would be 'what's wrong with them'.  I have absolutely nothing to offer a woman, except maybe company.  What woman would want to be with a man with no home, friends, family, retirement, assets, anything?  And...

Afraid I might miss something and no kid should die before their parents. I could never do that to them. Even after they're gone I wouldn't consider suicide, but an early death would certainly be welcome.

I often wonder if people know or not. I mean they all know I'm divorced with no kids and live alone. They might think I have friends because I talk about fantasy football and can be engaging and sunny at work at times, but there are times when I sit in my cubicle all day and no one says a word...

Try being a 48 year old man with no children and no wife. That ship has sailed for me and is never coming back. I work in an office with a bunch of young people too, and they're all married and putting out kids. Each new baby involves them bringing it into the office to pass around and I just...

Yes, birthdays and New Year's Eve are pretty bad for me. Nothing worse than staring out the window on your birthday evening singing 'happy birthday to me' to yourself. There's the obligatory call from the parents, but after that, after they're gone, there'll be nothing on my birthdays. Same...

Nick Cave - 15 feet of pure white snow - is there anyone there that feels this low under 15 feet of pure white snow Tindersticks - Hey Lucinda A song called 'A Quiet life' by a group I don't remember right now.

I've taken up biking. It's the only thing that'll get me out of my apartment and it makes me feel better about myself. I've lost a lot of weight doing it, but the weight loss hasn't really changed much about my situation. I'll always be that fat loser in my head. But when I'm biking I don't...

As someone that used to be married, I don't understand how anyone that is married can be 'lonely'. You have a wife, and likely kids, how can that be described as 'lonely'. I know when I was married I was lonely to an extent because I didn't have friends that were my own, they were all hers...

What's up is another weekend where I likely will only talk to two people which will be a 'thank you' to the cashiers at the gas station.

Sometimes I feel I'd be better off living in a shack in the mountains somewhere, growing my own food, hunting my own meat, isolating myself from the society I see disintegrating before my eyes. Yeah, People tick me off. It's either jealousy, or total disgust, or a combination of both. If I...

Yep, I've spent many birthdays alone. If not for the obligatory call from my parents, nobody knew. I've sung 'Happy birthday to me' many times as I stared out the window watching the world go by.

I wish I wasn't like I am. I smell a bonfire outside my window. I imagine there's a group of people out there drinking, talking, having a good time. The oldest form of companionship is sitting around a fire. I see couples and families all the time, of all shapes and walks of life, and I...

Black Angel - The Cult New Age - Velvet Underground.

When people at work ask me, instead of telling them the truth that I have absolutely nothing going on, I'll lie and make up something so as not to look like a total loser. Sometimes this includes having to lie on Monday to tell them how my weekend went. I feel no one at works really knows me...

There's lots of things I could be doing today, and I may still go for a walk later, but of everything I do, it's always alone. So if I could be doing anything today, it would be doing anything... with someone else. About the funeral thing, I saw somewhere recently in some comedy or something...

When you decide to take a shower and get cleaned up and put on some decent clothes... just to go to the grocery store, because that's really all you have going on today. Might as well look good for it.

- I'm 44 years old - I have red hair - I'm left handed - I'm the youngest of 3 sons - My dad is a pastor - I lost my virginity to a Tijuana hooker at 19. - The next time I had sex was when I was 28. I married her. - My midlife crisis destroyed my marriage (she wasn't helping either). I think I...