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Thank you to all of those who had kind supporting words. Time has come to say goodbye.  Goodbye, this world is now a hopeless place

I feel like I am dying, today for the first time I had to start working late, I was dizzy and couldn’t focus my sight. After while working I had a panic attack couldn’t breathe, so much chest pain, sweating horribly crying desperately. I am still anxious, I am still dizzy. I feel like I am...

If you ever stumble upon here sometime, I think we needed to step back and look, it took me a while but I have. There has been good and bad times, and we were both very hurt but I have made my decision, you have too it seems but they are quite opposite. Love is a choice, I chose to love you and...

I feel like I never truly knew you, I saw this sweet heart inside this hurt person, but we talked and talked  and I thought I knew you, who you truly were deep inside. Maybe I do, but you promised you promised I wouldn’t be compartmentalised and forgotten. I cry every night I know I will never...

It should have come from you, those words, marry me so unexpected they made me laugh and gave me hope that maybe one day someone will mean them, someone will love me enough to want a lifetime of me. Today I heard I miss you and your kindness, did he see that in me? in the very few moments we...

I miss having someone to talk to, I miss intelligent conversation with someone that know most of the random things I know about. Codix and books written in one night, codes and secrets and conspiracies, truths and lies, lame jokes lamer puns even. Expressions that make no sense or hours long...

My dearest friend where have you gone, my dried up lime forgotten in the refrigerator. I envy her so much, I tried I tried my best and I was unbearable after 5 months. 16 years you gave her, she must be very special that you loved her for so long. That still you miss her sometimes and you forgot...

Is it my time? Is it time to go? I had hope against all odds, I felt loved, I had a light in this lonely crowd, my light is distant and fading. I gave it all, and more. I am lost, my light I wish I knew what to do, will you come back? Should I let you float away? Should I go back home? Will He...

I am losing it, I try and pretend that I am ok, people at the office don´t notice how far gone I am, I just hide in the bathroom when need be. All they see is the facade. At home, surprisingly I think the most unlikely person has noticed something is off, you miss him huh? she asks all the time...

I sit here, refreshing the site every 5 minutes, waiting, I don´t know exactly for what. Feeling disappointed in general. My family sucks, more even now, they seem to surprise me in new bad ways every time.  I think my nephew was the only one that was sincerely happy to see me again.  This...

Hey, I know this is not the place but I have a bit of a problem, you see I am currently in Fresno and I am heading back to Perú, I have to be at the Monterey Airport this Sunday 14th at 4am, thing is I was going to take the greyhound the day before, turns out greyhound does not allow pets, and I...

I don’t know if you will read this, or how you will take it, or if it matters or not, but I ******* love you, with all of my heart, with every cell of my being, with every quark inside every atom of me, and with the 99% empty space between them. You crawled under my skin so deeply life with out...

Well, I guess you are here now, depression, maybe not, maybe it is just having no more hope, I was the kind of person who always had hope, always thought there was a way out, things can only get better, not today. I took a few sleeping pills last night just to manage to get throw it, sadly you...

Are you still around?

Hi ALL, it has been a while since I posted here, here I am again.  Yesterday I heard the person I care for more about in this planet say "I am just waiting for the right time to kill myself". I know I have certainly felt that way at some point in my life, I don´t know how many of you may have...

I just uploaded my first "video" to my youtube channel, it sucks because I had no idea how to make one. I have 0 views and 0 subscribers.  I you could help me get started by watching that would be great, if you want give likes, if you want you can subscribe, and if you like you can pass it...

Hi all, I know this is not the place for this, but I am desperate enough to give it a shot, as you might have read I lost my job November 30th, I have been looking ever since before I lost my job for a job opportunity in the US.  Here in Peru I am a Bilingual executive administrative assistant...

Almost 6 months ago I met someone, we connected from day 1, I trusted him completely and fell in love with him head over heels. He was my best and only friend, I tried to be there for him all the time, I tried to help, I tried so much.  Today was our last conversation.  He said he needs space...

So November 30th 7:30pm get a call I was not expecting "send your last invoice today was your last day" that came out of nowhere...so I find myself in December hoping to find a job, trying so hard to finding another one, so far no luck, not the best month to look for a job I guess.  So not only...

I desperately need a hug, not just any feeling deprived hug either, not an empty hug, a special hug, a hug from someone you love and loves you back. A hug that will make all the fear, all the anxiety all the frustration go away. A hug were I can rest my head on your chest, and feel your smell...